Sometimes I try to write musings/poetries. Yet to polish my skills 🙂
Amid the celebration–
dazzling fireworks and glasses of wine ,
I look around to get a glimpse of you
in the room filled with party animals.
Back in those days, I was delighted
to meet you for the first time.
We laughed on jokes, played pranks
& enjoyed every moment spending together.
People around us extolled how
we both are made for each other.
Your grandiose behaviour made me admire you more than before.
Your sweet & protective embrace
brought more happier moments for me.
It was the wonderful feeling of
divine bliss and having blessed to have you.
The ecstasy of love has itself compelled me to live each moment
carrying the beautiful smile across my face.
Few days of good days and then
all the days turned into only memories.
You absconded easily without
even giving me a last goodbye.
Unfortunately, my fate does not
want me to be with you.
Letting go off the thoughts that involves only you with me
can not be accepted as a choice.
For few days we were more than friends
and now we are just another strangers.
I have no clue what fate has laid me to!!!
I have been contemplating puzzled assumptions of
there is something between us
or nay am fool to be lost in an unrealistic world.
Can you enlighten what relation we actually hold now???
Enlighten the darkness, let the truth shine as modest.
Its tormenting ,every second I think of you
knowing the fact that you can never be mine.
I walked on the path that paved me the way
to the pain & agony through thorns.
Along with those never ending feeling of abandonment,
I was accustomed to live my life in this way.
Now the flames are so fierce,
it has started burning the immortal love for you in me.
Days have passed & I am still anguishedly living
being unaware of what the destiny is holding for me…